I wished I loved Christmas. All around me, I hear people proclaim their love of this season. “I love Christmas carols!” “I love presents!” “I love decorating the tree!” I even heard someone on the radio announce “I love fruitcake!” At this time of year, my worst attitudes seem to emerge. I am frustrated by the crowds at the shopping centers; I am irritated when I can’t find a parking spot; I am tired of Jingle Bells and Rudolph representing the spirit of the season; I am annoyed that the perfect presents are elusive; I am disappointed that my family is once again scattered for the holiday; and I am mildly chagrined that fruitcake only adds to the weight I typically gain. For me, life only seems to become more challenging at the holiday time.
The Biblical Christmas probably wasn’t easy. Instead of a crowded shopping mall, it was the inns in Bethlehem that were crowded. Instead of fighting for a parking spot, the camels may have knocked each other off the busy byway. Instead of being home with family in Nazareth, Mary and Joseph were fending for themselves in a strange town. And there was only one present given that cold winter night, but it was, indeed, the perfect present. It was the gift from God Himself – the gift of His Son.
I allow myself to be sidetracked at Christmas. I admit it is my fault – I try to please others, I try to look like the perfect parent, or perfect friend, and I want to do it all “right.” My emotions easily ride the roller coaster of joy and sorrow. But, somehow, in the end, I know I am not really supposed to love all the trappings of Christmas. Instead, I am supposed to love the very first Christmas gift that was ever given – Christ Himself. As I take a deep breath and picture the quiet manger scene, my heart begins to calm and I am awed by the miraculous wonder of it all.
As Christmas day approaches, I pray that you, too, can escape the flurry of activity and at least for a moment stand in awe at the wonder of God Himself becoming man. May your Christmas be filled with the simple joy of knowing Christ and celebrating His birth.
Kathy
